Jul. 19th, 2010 12:54 am
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Weeks and weeks without an entry, and now I'm spamming your f-lists.
Sorry... ;D

Today I started playing Assassin's Creed. Got the first part from a friend and decided to play it before dealing with the second one. Guess it's better to do so, since there's reference to the first one...
I'm still having problems with the controlling, but I hope that'll get better soon. It's been a while since I played games on computers. Having a controller is quite another thing.

Hah.. this evening should've been a nice one, bbq with the Latin-group in a little kind of park near Kristin's home.
All was fine.. until the twilight came.

Yes, I am deadly afraid of those damn fuckin oh my god I hate you so much cockchafers (Mai- bzw Junikäfer).
And yes I thought the hard part was over since the night at the Völkerschlachtsdenkmal when there were pretty much.
But today... holy shit, I never saw this many of them.

And I know that this is bullshit but it seemed they'd been chasing only me.
The last times I've been running from them and yeah, sometimes I screamed, too.
But.. oh fack, today I thought I was dying. Literally.

I screamed and cried and ran from them.
Guess I had a fit.
I couldn't breathe properly and started choking.
And I screamed, screamed, screamed.

I donnu how long it took my friends to realize, that my  begging for "Help, help HEEELP" was real.
Seemed like forever... maybe it was an hour? I donnu.

I'm sorry when I creeped you out, but it never was that hard to deal with it.

Those fuckers don't realize that we are human, they think we're trees. Oh well, I don't care. I don't want to see them, to hear them and holy shit not to feel them.

I really fuckin thought I was going to die.
Donnu if this fit was caused by my current psychological instability, but the ugliest thing was, that no one came to help me.

Yes, the last time I scolded one of them, because he was laughing and I thought he meant it in a bad way, but holy fack I was screaming for help like someone who's about to be assassinated and still nobody seemed to care.
Until I "please, please, please"d and finally Anna and Sophie came.


I'm sorry if I scared you or anything, but the next time, pls hold me and put me to the ground.. it would be okay to even tackle me down.
But I don't want to run around like the insane bastard I was tonight feeling as if everything's going to end.

Shit. I mean it. Holy shit.

I needed like another hour to calm down completely.
Thomas said I must have lost like hundreds of calories... haha I could think of quite a better way to do sports.
I don't want to experience that again. Never ever again.

Well that's pretty it.

Just a question: Is there anything out there that makes you act like someone completely nuts?
Like spiders, buttons, squares... or something?

I hope I'm not the only one that gets this... whatever.


Jun. 29th, 2010 01:59 pm
qantaqa: (naminé - sad)
Wollte eigentlich mal wieder nen guten Eintrag bringen, à la Bericht vom Männertag, Prag-Trip, Prüfungen geschafft, endlich hab ich Zeit!
Aber is nich.

Ich war noch nie so Vokabelsicher wie heute, habe noch nie die gesamte Grammatik (der für die Prüfung angesetzten Lektionen) noch mal durchgearbeitet und das Gefühl gehabt, es echt verstanden zu haben.
Und dann sitz ich heute, begleitet von strahlendem Sonnenschein, Yoghurette und Coke, in der Klausur und denke mir: Och! Des geht ja... auf der 2. Seite denk ich... was.. ist das?
Beim ersten Übersetzungstext denk ich: YEAH, beim 2. nur noch WTF?!
Wer sich die Grammatikteile ausgedacht hat, sollte Plautze kriegen "Der Sturm is näher gekommen, es pisst wie aus Kübeln, der Wind is sooo stark geworden und nun siehts aus als ob..." Ja als ob was? Bomben aus Vogelkacke runterklatschen oder was?
Ich hab überall was hingeschrieben, aber ich habe das Gefühl so ca. 70% davon wird pure Scheiße sein.

Keine Ahnung was das war, aber grad habe ich das Gefühl mein 2. Studium verkackt zu haben. :/
Und ich hör schon meine Eltern: Na wie wars denn? - Beschissen. - Hm da haste wohl nich richtig gelernt, wa?

Nebenbei trau ich mich seit nem Monat nicht, meine dämliche Bewerbung abzuschicken wegen des Praktikums. Warum? Weil ich Schiss hab, alle Zelte abzubrechen, weil mich die ganze Bürokratiescheiße ankotzt, die dazu nötig wäre und weil ich einfach nur Angst hab, dass alles den Bach runter geht.
qantaqa: (L_chair)
1st Going by bike is awesome. Especially in winter, when the sun is shining. Drove 19 km today which was kinda hard, because I didn't do it lately, but amazing anyway. Felt so healthy. :D

2nd Visiting fellow students planning to "speak Japanese in order to prepare tomorrow's text exam" is destined to fail... because we like it better to talk about music and games, but ... hm in German. If we'd spoke about all this, like we did, in Japanese, I would immediately stop studying. XD"

3rd Meeting with other fellow students for a coffee/tea/cocoa ends up in one of Leipzig's "fancy" cafés. I guess we scared some other guests to death by talking crappy Japanese and laughing maliciously. There was one father with his kids who seemed to be stunned by this. Thought his eyes would bulk out of his head, seriously. xD"

4th Playing "Silent Hill" is no good, at least for me. I can't play horror games, I would never survive all this shit. Honestly. I was shaking all the time and freaked out only when random music started!!! >__<
But I love watching other people play that kind of game. :)
Basti entertained me very well. Too bad, Tini had to leave so early. I really like Pyramid Head, though. Guess it's because of the cosplay pics I found of him, once. In my head he's a cool fellow, sitting in the kitchen and preparing a cheese bread. :D

5th Of course I was paranoid when I left Basti and headed home. Heard strange noises everywhere, even over my music. >___<

6th I need to do the dishes more often. o_O In ... 8.5 hours Tini and Basti will be here for breakfast and I have to clean up. AAAAH!

Well.. this is all for now.
Have a good night, dudes.


May. 13th, 2009 05:11 pm
qantaqa: (Cloud <3)
... I have the feeling that I will get sick tonight.
Alex asked me to go to the Kirmes here. The greatest transportable rollercoaster of Europe is situated there. Uah! I always wanted to go on a rollercoaster... but just now I saw pics of it.
恐い! O_O

Ahahaha I had soooo delicious lunch. I don't want to puke. Hm. Maybe I should drink some beer to calm me down? Nah~ in the end I would throw it up, too. WASTE!

Wish me luck, dudes.
I want to survive. :D

qantaqa: (Cloud <3)
Hello folks!

It's been a while since my last entry and finally, I found the time to write again.
RL and stuff )

Home & Shumatsu )
qantaqa: (house ~ ?)
2 weeks till Connichi and I'm SCARED!

Eric phoned today and told me that yesterday he SUDDENLY realized, that his school trip collapses with the Connichi. SUDDENLY! MAAAAAN we fixed the tickets/hotel blah in January/March O_O;;;;
Hmmm now he's trying to find a solution to come to Kassel on Saturday (at least)
I hope he will manage it - firstly it would be truly sad not to have him around, secondly I'm simply not able to pay his money back for the hotel and ticket... I mean, I would find persons who'd need a ticket, but aaah ~~~
But he said, since it's his fault, that he didn't notice the coincidence, he wouldn't expect me to pay him back. What's even more shitty, cause I would feel bad for it >____<~~~
Gnaaaah, I hope he will make it.

Scared, the 2nd: I'm afraid of sewing the frills to my blouse - today I tried to make some and I totally failed (okay, it was bitchy fabrics, but still.. aaaaahm >____<)

Haaaah, but I have to do it! Go, go Qan! Don't be scared! xD;

What's good?
The weekend was awesome! AWESOME! It was so much fun to have my cosplay-group around~ aaah I feel so good for I've asked in the forum to make a group. It seems we fit perfectly together - there is no whining, no stress, no uber-pressure - only the fun in cosplaying and acting. YOSH!
We did rehearses and also took the recording for our performance. Right now I'm still working on cutting and putting it together~
It's just so senseless... and dorky and waaaah FUN!
If some you attend the Connichi and will be able to see the Cosplay-Contest on Saturday - plz watch us! :D~

Today my make-up for Rhode arrived and I tried it. WOAAAH *_* I had fear, that it would schmear (OMG! This word actually exists. LOL!! Love it!) but it does not! If I put some hair spray on it, it will be longlasting like the tortures of hell xD;
Fielmann also called and said, that my contacts are there... hmmm btw, I should go there and get 'em xD;

What else? Aww~ hmm I'm not in mood for posting all the G|C-photos anymore. The whining on animexx ennerved me too much. If some of you want to see them, anyway, go HERE.

Aaaand uuuuhm... this is for [ profile] abulic_puppet since you wanted to see a photo of me as Naminé, here you gooo:

(photo taken by Dante Thanks again <3)

That'd be all for now - bye, bye, dudes!

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I was sitting here just now, in front of my laptop, when I got annoyed from a loud cracking noise from outdoors... I peeked out one of my windows... nothing... out of the bathroom window - nothing.
But when I came back into my room, I glanced out of my other window and saw it.
Fire uuoooooh o_O;;;;
Just a hundred meters away from me. Irgh... it seems the bushes burned *shivers*
Baaah I hate such things. I got all excited and woke Nadine up ;____; we were just about to call the fire brigade, when we saw the blue lights and the firemen started extinguishing the fire. Someone was faster than us ^^°

They're running around here right now and looking if all sources are dead... I hope so.
I hate stuff like that. It reminded me of the time when almost all bushes near our house burnt down because of the summer heat and the near railways.
*sigh* But since it seems that nobody came to suffer from this fire... it's okay. It was too hot the last days, so fires are kinda "normal".
Huuh I've got to calm myself.

Have a good night, dudes! <3


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