Whoa duuuudes
Sep. 5th, 2007 03:29 amBah... I wanted to sleep, I really wanted to.
Hm, I don't know if anybody of you remembers the entry I made on 7th April this year. I said I wanted to start completely new and bring my life back to an order.
Well... I failed ^^"
I also read the stuff I wrote down in that night and recognized, that I didn't make a single step forward. Hm... okay, one maybe, but it didn't help me with solving the problem.
Anyways I'm in kinda strange mood the last days, weeks.. months ^^° especially the last weeks. I want to apologize if some of you may feel disregarded or something...
Hm... well I will see what time brings~
Another topic: On Thursday and Saturday I will go to Dresden to inspect 4 appartments at all... maybe one of them will be my and Veegie's new home. I'm kinda excited. This will be my first own flat... hah somehow I'm relieved about this fact. I really love my family, my parents and all, but aaargh the last weeks the feeling grew stronger that it's time for me to leave home. I need a place for my own, I need a place to recover, where I can totally be myself and feel free. I hope I'll find such a place.
Hm~ additionally I'm still disappointed that the university of Leipzig didn't want me ;______; everything would've been easier there for me. Distance... but ehm, yeah life seems to be in mood for another row of tests... and I will take 'em. Definately.
Another point: I donnu if I'll post the second part of my Vienna diary here. I didn't even translate it. Sorry if some of you wanted to read my shit ^^°°° uhm... and this is for EVE: Sorry, dass ich im RPG nich schreibe. Ich komm mit der Story nich weiter. Ich will nicht, dass "dif" zu ner reinen "Spaß"parade wird, aber mir fällt absolut nix ein u___U Hast du ne Idee? Ah... msn is glaub ich besser dafür. JuschuGesetz und so ;D
Uhm... well this should be all for now. I don't even feel tired... although I slept like 20 minutes or something. FACK I wanted to stand up early this morning. FACK FACK FACK. haha omg a graduate's life is a mess. HORRIBLE CHAOS!
Good morning/night/day ^^~~
Hm, I don't know if anybody of you remembers the entry I made on 7th April this year. I said I wanted to start completely new and bring my life back to an order.
Well... I failed ^^"
I also read the stuff I wrote down in that night and recognized, that I didn't make a single step forward. Hm... okay, one maybe, but it didn't help me with solving the problem.
Anyways I'm in kinda strange mood the last days, weeks.. months ^^° especially the last weeks. I want to apologize if some of you may feel disregarded or something...
Hm... well I will see what time brings~
Another topic: On Thursday and Saturday I will go to Dresden to inspect 4 appartments at all... maybe one of them will be my and Veegie's new home. I'm kinda excited. This will be my first own flat... hah somehow I'm relieved about this fact. I really love my family, my parents and all, but aaargh the last weeks the feeling grew stronger that it's time for me to leave home. I need a place for my own, I need a place to recover, where I can totally be myself and feel free. I hope I'll find such a place.
Hm~ additionally I'm still disappointed that the university of Leipzig didn't want me ;______; everything would've been easier there for me. Distance... but ehm, yeah life seems to be in mood for another row of tests... and I will take 'em. Definately.
Another point: I donnu if I'll post the second part of my Vienna diary here. I didn't even translate it. Sorry if some of you wanted to read my shit ^^°°° uhm... and this is for EVE: Sorry, dass ich im RPG nich schreibe. Ich komm mit der Story nich weiter. Ich will nicht, dass "dif" zu ner reinen "Spaß"parade wird, aber mir fällt absolut nix ein u___U Hast du ne Idee? Ah... msn is glaub ich besser dafür. JuschuGesetz und so ;D
Uhm... well this should be all for now. I don't even feel tired... although I slept like 20 minutes or something. FACK I wanted to stand up early this morning. FACK FACK FACK. haha omg a graduate's life is a mess. HORRIBLE CHAOS!
Good morning/night/day ^^~~