wh000000t happened to me?

Aaaaah, I donnu what happened
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Okay. This was a lie. I FACKIN KNOW WHAT HAPPENED.
Ah, I just watched some photos and read some reports from the Connichi (Anime/Manga convention @Kassel, for all who don't know) ... and... and
AAAAAAH I sooooo fell back into my cosplay-delusion *_____________*~~~~~~
Dudes, you can't imagine how I behave right now. I'm sitting her with shivering hands, just wanting to SEW/TINKER or whatever anything @___@
The problem is: I have no fabrics or stuff here, for the cosplays I would like to make right now. FACK---- and even no money to buy some new u____U
And... worst thing evarrr: The cosplay I've already started to sew (Shouffle Rosetti from Star Ocean: Till The End Of Time) is not interesting for me at the moment. XD I just don't want to touch anything pink or 'cute' that way... XD;;;;
aaaaaah what shall I doooo?
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I guess I will make plans, for the cosplays I'm thinking of right now... and I'm asking for HELP (pink, so that everyone is shocked xD)
Dudes... you all know I'm a total beginner when it comes to sew... or okay... let's say to make patterns and I even don't know how to sew... eh trousers or blazers or... JUST TOO MUUUUUUUUUCH... aaaah that pisses me off ;______;
Uhm... I really want to learn this.. and and... and... uhm if some of you have the time and also want to... would you show me some and teach me, plzzzzzzzzz? ;_______;
I mean, it's always nice to get help through msn and stuff... but hmmm ah I guess I should ask that again, when I have all fabrics and stuff xDDD;;; if someone of you has the time to visit me and show me that @___@
Okay, forget it, I'm talking shit. I should start with making the plans at first and ask again, when all this is finished.
haaaah sorry, but I'm too hyper right now.

COSPLAY FEVER... YAAAAAAAAAAAAY