aaaagh~~~

ELIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!
I blame youuuu XD
*knautsch*
I'm lost, toootally lost!!!!1111droelf
Qan wants an awesome (which is just naturally when it comes to this "person") Cloud-icon
>____________<
Why am I too st00pid to make such things? XD;;;
And I wanna have a PS2 to play FFVII and all the other things I'v been waiting for at least 10 years. IMMEDIATELY!

What's the point of this entry?
Yep I wanna show you my gorgeous shepherd's check hat:



Yosh, I'm awesome, I learnt for History today. HAH ancient blah is almost in my head. yeahyeahyeah.

Sometimes it hurts...

I just listened to some Disney-songs....
Megara's "I won't say (I'm in love)" ("Ich will keinen Mann") brought some memories back...
2005 when I was on stage as Naminé together with Alex and Steffen as Sora and Riku at the Connichi and sang a self-created version of it...
Bah shit... ;________;
I couldn't do anything about it... I started to cry...
Ah and right now there are tears in my eyes, too.
It's such a precious memory for me... and well it hurts everytime, when I realize that these times are over ;_________________;

Sometimes I wish that nothing would have ever changed... but I can't avoid the facts.
It was the first time I ever cosplayed, it was the first time I sang in front of a crowd.. alone and then together with two of my best friends...
At this time I thought that this will last forever... but only a year later everything was broken.
Hah... hmmm but somehow I know that this isn't a thing that I can rebuild.
Sometimes friendships decay and it's better to let it stay this way, cause the concerned people are too different. *sigh*

Bah fack this away. I wanna sing now~

F-LIST SPÄM

Sorry, Leute... aber das muss noch mal eben sein *zwinker*

Einige von euch wissen ja schon, dass ich mir mal ein deutsches LJ angelegt hatte, das eigentlich für so Gedankenmist da sein sollte...
Ich habe mich dazu entschieden, das ganze wieder hier auf mein Haupt-LJ zu verschieben, sage ich mal und meinen anderen Account zum RPG-spielen zu lassen...
UND euch darüber hinaus auf diesem Wege mit meinen wahnsinnig tollen künsterischen Ergüssen zu belasten :D

Falls das jemanden interessiert ---> Einmal hier lang, bitte: traumschatten
Sollte es euch aber schnurzpiepe sein, was ich für Gehirnschmalz fabriziere (das geht jetzt an die, die das LJ schon geaddet haben), haut mich von der Freundesliste runter, hmkay?

So, nen schönen Abend noch, meine Lieben :D