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Again, again...
Sep. 24th, 2008 02:11 pm... here I am.
Super interesting info #1:
I've survived the first two days in my new call center job. Lucky me!
:)
I've even got the feeling, that the calls aren't that frightening anymore. When I got the first, my pulse was ruuuuuuuunning and I was only staring at my trainer's face begging for help xD;;;
Today will be TEH crucial test - taking calls without an agent sitting next to me. OUH MY GOOOOD!
*coughs* So if you plan to change your energy provider, please be patient with the info-hotline-agents, when you call from 5 - 9 p.m. today, thanks XD;
Super interesting info #2:
I survived... AGAIN! one of Anna's parties. Hah, I donnu if it's only the date (all the parties of her I attended were around the 20th of a month) or if it's me or the company of her or whatever - I always end up being completely drunk XD;;;
It also went like this, yesterday.
Vodka and Tequila and ... a sip of beer (I accuse the beer!! xD) seem to be too much for me.
I mean, I went to bed around... okay - THAT's the question. Guess, it must've been like 2 - 3 a.m. *coughs* and wasn't in mood to stand up before 1 p.m. *coughs again* Aaaaah I'm getting old - or lazy - or just lucky, because I had nothing to do anyways this morning.
Right now I'm having my "breakfast" - bread roll, fried egg, fruits aaaand cocoaaaa~~~~ the best way to give your body everything back the alcohol took from it xD;
What else? Hmmmm I donnu if you people heard of it - but a young man killed 10 people and himself at his training school yesterday morning. When I read it in the news paper I was totally shocked. Again, someone felt so much hate for this world and the people living in it that he got urged to run amuck.... that affects me pretty much. I mean, nearly everybody knows the feeling, when the world seems to be full of shit and badass people, nearly everybody knows, how hate feels... but I will never be able to understand, how people could forget all those little things on earth, that make life itself worth living.
Saaah~ but what the real problem is - I did some research on this case - the media. AGAIN!
In nearly every article I've read the information is given, that he loved watching horror films, listening to heavy metal, bla bla bla. As if music and films and all this shit can be the excuse or explanation for someone to kill people. FACK YOU! It's always a personal problem, a problem in the mind of those people, hell!
Maybe the music he listened to or the films he watched gave him some kind of trigger or ideas - but the world's full of triggers and ideas for bad things - cause bad things happen everywhere. The problem is not the hobby a murderer has, it's the murderer himself.
Okay... that's my comment to this so far. I could write more, but I guess my English would not be enough for it to explain exactly what I feel - mother tongue, thanks a lot ^^"
I guess I will go shopping now - foods, of course, 'cause our refrigerator is empty.
Super interesting info #1:
I've survived the first two days in my new call center job. Lucky me!
:)
I've even got the feeling, that the calls aren't that frightening anymore. When I got the first, my pulse was ruuuuuuuunning and I was only staring at my trainer's face begging for help xD;;;
Today will be TEH crucial test - taking calls without an agent sitting next to me. OUH MY GOOOOD!
*coughs* So if you plan to change your energy provider, please be patient with the info-hotline-agents, when you call from 5 - 9 p.m. today, thanks XD;
Super interesting info #2:
I survived... AGAIN! one of Anna's parties. Hah, I donnu if it's only the date (all the parties of her I attended were around the 20th of a month) or if it's me or the company of her or whatever - I always end up being completely drunk XD;;;
It also went like this, yesterday.
Vodka and Tequila and ... a sip of beer (I accuse the beer!! xD) seem to be too much for me.
I mean, I went to bed around... okay - THAT's the question. Guess, it must've been like 2 - 3 a.m. *coughs* and wasn't in mood to stand up before 1 p.m. *coughs again* Aaaaah I'm getting old - or lazy - or just lucky, because I had nothing to do anyways this morning.
Right now I'm having my "breakfast" - bread roll, fried egg, fruits aaaand cocoaaaa~~~~ the best way to give your body everything back the alcohol took from it xD;
What else? Hmmmm I donnu if you people heard of it - but a young man killed 10 people and himself at his training school yesterday morning. When I read it in the news paper I was totally shocked. Again, someone felt so much hate for this world and the people living in it that he got urged to run amuck.... that affects me pretty much. I mean, nearly everybody knows the feeling, when the world seems to be full of shit and badass people, nearly everybody knows, how hate feels... but I will never be able to understand, how people could forget all those little things on earth, that make life itself worth living.
Saaah~ but what the real problem is - I did some research on this case - the media. AGAIN!
In nearly every article I've read the information is given, that he loved watching horror films, listening to heavy metal, bla bla bla. As if music and films and all this shit can be the excuse or explanation for someone to kill people. FACK YOU! It's always a personal problem, a problem in the mind of those people, hell!
Maybe the music he listened to or the films he watched gave him some kind of trigger or ideas - but the world's full of triggers and ideas for bad things - cause bad things happen everywhere. The problem is not the hobby a murderer has, it's the murderer himself.
Okay... that's my comment to this so far. I could write more, but I guess my English would not be enough for it to explain exactly what I feel - mother tongue, thanks a lot ^^"
I guess I will go shopping now - foods, of course, 'cause our refrigerator is empty.
