rand0m trash 0f the week

[qantaqa]

Hellou, hellou there ^^
I'm back in the picture and now be aware of my trash-summary of this week XD~

1st > rehearsals and premiere of the play
2nd > work
3rd > personal stuff
4th > muuusic and fand0ms

Woahahaha this week was SO damn stressful and annoying... and of course so much love *_*



These nice 4 bottles I drank from Monday to Wednesday *______*~ It's coffee-flavoured cola and it saved me from falling asleep in school xD~
Weeeh I must admit on Monday I broke down mentally TWO times... it was just too much I guess. The texts for the play weren't finished, and the last part I wrote in the night from Sunday to Monday was about to be changed again O_O;;;
Nothing worked, all forgot their texts, the music wasn't there CHAOS!!!

I really wanted to quit it and I cried an shouted all my anger out u_____u;;; for those who had "the pleasure" to see me while I'm angry, you know HOW loud I can be ^^" the second time I only fell on my knees and started crying ... it was horrible ~__~
but I guess it was necessary °_°;;;

the next days were better, the dress rehearsal on Wednesday went like it should've been: All was crappy XD~
And wuuuuuh Thursday *_*;;;;;
I was SO excited. I even forgot to drink my "before perfomance" whisky O______O;;;;
But it was so good and funny *_*
All actors forgot around 1/4 of their texts but you must know we are a group which is ASSKICKIN good in improvisation and so we did... XD~ Nobody recognized anything ^^""""
I almost died because in my third scene suddenly my blazer wasn't there anymore and in our little room we had for changing the costumes was no light O_________O 3 seconds till I had to go on stage... 2 seconds.... 1 second.... Qan: "Hoah fuck off!" and I acted XD~
Haha in my 2nd role I had to play a girl who was... hrm gnaaah very bitchy xD~ I was like: "Hi boys. I'm so hawt and I know it.. please don't fall over while watching me, ne" *roflmao* Yep and I had to give another boy my mobile phone number... and then I had to go out of the hall and change my costume there because the next time I had to come in from the outside. Well, and on my way out of the hall there was a little joke, ne I had to give little pieces of paper with something written on them to 2 other men in the audience... WUAHAHA and there was one older man I gave it to... and his wife next to him.. WUAHAHA she grabbed this little note and looked so furious it was SOOO funny XD
Yep so thanks for all your support in my last entry ne ^^
All was nice and wonderful and after that I drank 2 bottles of beer and fell asleep immediately when I was at home ^^

Saturday I was working (at the butcher in the super market) xD~
And I was there with Manu ♥
I didn't see her a long time and haaah I always enjoy working with her, even if it's stressful we always can laugh and talk and... she always has a smile on her face and GOSH her smile is ♥____♥ got it?
I mean she is about... hrm middle of her thirties yep maybe 32 or 33 years old, has a husband and a kid and... DAMMIT she is hot *_*;;;;;;
Saturday it was really hard for me .. I donnu what happened but I was like... eerrr yep too much spring in the air, ne xD and then she smiled and asked how my week was and stuff like this and I only grinned... I mean "NEEDS SEX" must have stood on my forehead u____u;;; then I recognized that I maybe should say something XD~ it was embarassing ... and ... a little funny XD~
Haah this poor woman ^^°°°° She doesn't know anything xD~
I don't know if she got the hint when I mentioned that I initiated our play last year with the topic homosexuality ^^""""" but I guess it wasn't that clear XD~
No matter what I always enjoy seeing her *lolssss*

Uhm Friday I saw nearly my whole family again O_____O
Hrm... sad event, but funerals bring the family together, it seems ~
And I guess it was the last time we all were together like this, because my grand grandmother was the one who linked all her kids and their kids together .... hrm
Anyway it was not the party it should have been ... it was kinda funny and good.
I was so happy to see my beloved cousin again *_* I didn't see her for like 10 years ;_________; but everytime when I wanted to talk to her longer there were other persons around and I was a little blocked ... she, too but in the end we looked at each other and we both knew that we would have liked it to talk ;_;
So... I plan to call my grandaunt and ask for her mobile number *_______*;;;
I also want to keep up the contact with my younger cousins and especially with the girlfriend of one of them xD~
She seems to be very kind and crazy ^^ I guess it would be great to go on party with her ^^;;;
There was another embarassing moment for me: She asked if I'd have a boyfriend and said "No" and she was like "why that?! You're lying! You must have a boyfriend!"
Aaaaah so ne ^^""""""
I actually wanted to tell her that I'm bisexual but everytime when I was about to say something somebody came and sit next to us starting a chat or just drinking something ^^""""
Gnah but I guess it wasn't the right moment to have my outing in front of my entire family ^^""""""

Another thing:
It's the weekend before the book fair in Leipzig... and what do we know about such events? Conventions, concerts? YEEESH Qan gets ill XD~
But I won't let the disease win! Hoa hoa hoa

I drank the juice of two lemons yesterday and I will do so the next days.. har har vitamine C kills all viruses XD~

Whoaaah anyways I'm about to kick my daddy XD~
Sometimes he is just too.... arrrrgh
I mean.. I asked him for deleting his old files from his (and now my) laptop and so he did... BUT when the deleting programme asked him if rebooting the computer for finishing the process is ok he pressed OK without even THINKING that his little daughter could try to DOWNLOAD something X___________________X
The NEWS-DVD was... over 80% ;__________________________;
And my connection is SO slow that I have to wait nearly 10 hours for that >_<

WOAAHAHAHAHAA
The [IZM] got me right away. And NOOOO it is no annoying cutie I'm talking about ~

MUCC♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I donnu what happened but when I got up this morning I took the Gokusai album with me, when I was showering and YEAHAHAH it just began: I jumped, I sang, I cried, and I'm so looking forward to the concert *_______*~~~
Wuhuhuuuuu yeah and yoosh is responsible for my growing collection of Maximum the Hormone albums *_______*
Gosh I LOVE crossover shit ♥
But it's also true that this little brat .. this annoying cutie with one of the smoothest voices evaaarrrr got me 手越祐也 ~~~
*giggles* but I feel relieved that I can still say, that he annoys me XD~
While watching MS from the 16th March I sat there in front of the screen staring at 山下智久's arms and everytime when he appeared I was still like: Your voice is lovely but pleeeease STOP grinning that nutty +__+
XD~

Well that should be all for now ^^°°°
Bai bai duuuudes ~waves~

Comments

[ruru-inu.livejournal.com]

gott..;_; das klang nach stress~ ich wusste nich dass das alles so blöd war..aber ..es schien ja trotzdem irgendwie noch gelaufen zu sein ne?*o*
.__.; hmm.. verliebt di ni .. in ne 32 jährige?.. vllt brauchsu nen partner~..
*flausch*
;---; qanüüüüüüüü~
inu freut si so drauf, di wiederzusehn..*------* yattayatta
und werd gesund ok?

[silberblut.livejournal.com]

Jo wars auch ^^;;;
Aber naja, es is vorbei und es war gut.

Aye ich verknall mich ned... das wär so aussichtslos, aussichtsloser gehts ja gar nedda XD~
Sie is nur halt sehr... hrm... sexy O_O;;;
LOL ja ich glaub auch, dass ich wen zum Liebhaben brauch, aber mein Kater will immer nich *kicher*

Jaaaaaaa *Zitronen fress*
Ich bemüh mich *huppl*

[sushi-the-maki.livejournal.com]

whuah, hut ab for improvisations-skillz XD
ich konnt immer nur ganz theatralisch in ohnmacht fallen, ansonsten hatte ich immer zu großes lampenfieber (bin mal vor nervosität vonner bühne gefallen, das war das aus für meine schauspielkarriere XDD)

hmm, outing vor der family ist echt hart, meine schwester hats mit ihren 31 jahren auch immernoch nicht geschafft (naja, unsere mum weiss es aber unser dad würd durchdrehen)...

und MTH RUUULEZ! (Ò.ó)\m/

[silberblut.livejournal.com]

Yay danke ^^
In Ohnmacht? wtf... das is mir noch nie passiert.. u_U Aber du hast dir doch hoffentlich nicht zu doll wehgetan, als du gefallen bist O_O;;;

Hrm suckt scho. Ich mein: Meine Eltern und meine Oma wissens ja... aber ich wollte am Freitag nich damit rumposaunen.... ich hätts der Freundin von meinem Cousind ja gesagt, ich hab damit nich so das Problem... aber immer kam irgendwer angeschissen ^^"""

Das tun sie *_______*
Liebe für die Drummerin <3~

[ikiru-ningyou.livejournal.com]

hoaaaoh so froh dass alles vorbei ist *an sich zieh* .. jetzt nur noch cosplay ~.~°
lalaa...
meeen wir müssen kiwis futtern zusammen XPP