qantaqa | Sometimes it hurts...

I just listened to some Disney-songs....
Megara's "I won't say (I'm in love)" ("Ich will keinen Mann") brought some memories back...
2005 when I was on stage as Naminé together with Alex and Steffen as Sora and Riku at the Connichi and sang a self-created version of it...
Bah shit... ;________;
I couldn't do anything about it... I started to cry...
Ah and right now there are tears in my eyes, too.
It's such a precious memory for me... and well it hurts everytime, when I realize that these times are over ;_________________;

Sometimes I wish that nothing would have ever changed... but I can't avoid the facts.
It was the first time I ever cosplayed, it was the first time I sang in front of a crowd.. alone and then together with two of my best friends...
At this time I thought that this will last forever... but only a year later everything was broken.
Hah... hmmm but somehow I know that this isn't a thing that I can rebuild.
Sometimes friendships decay and it's better to let it stay this way, cause the concerned people are too different. *sigh*

Bah fack this away. I wanna sing now~