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I just listened to some Disney-songs....
Megara's "I won't say (I'm in love)" ("Ich will keinen Mann") brought some memories back...
2005 when I was on stage as Naminé together with Alex and Steffen as Sora and Riku at the Connichi and sang a self-created version of it...
Bah shit... ;________;
I couldn't do anything about it... I started to cry...
Ah and right now there are tears in my eyes, too.
It's such a precious memory for me... and well it hurts everytime, when I realize that these times are over ;_________________;
Sometimes I wish that nothing would have ever changed... but I can't avoid the facts.
It was the first time I ever cosplayed, it was the first time I sang in front of a crowd.. alone and then together with two of my best friends...
At this time I thought that this will last forever... but only a year later everything was broken.
Hah... hmmm but somehow I know that this isn't a thing that I can rebuild.
Sometimes friendships decay and it's better to let it stay this way, cause the concerned people are too different. *sigh*
Bah fack this away. I wanna sing now~
Megara's "I won't say (I'm in love)" ("Ich will keinen Mann") brought some memories back...
2005 when I was on stage as Naminé together with Alex and Steffen as Sora and Riku at the Connichi and sang a self-created version of it...
Bah shit... ;________;
I couldn't do anything about it... I started to cry...
Ah and right now there are tears in my eyes, too.
It's such a precious memory for me... and well it hurts everytime, when I realize that these times are over ;_________________;
Sometimes I wish that nothing would have ever changed... but I can't avoid the facts.
It was the first time I ever cosplayed, it was the first time I sang in front of a crowd.. alone and then together with two of my best friends...
At this time I thought that this will last forever... but only a year later everything was broken.
Hah... hmmm but somehow I know that this isn't a thing that I can rebuild.
Sometimes friendships decay and it's better to let it stay this way, cause the concerned people are too different. *sigh*
Bah fack this away. I wanna sing now~
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Date: 2008-02-28 07:00 pm (UTC)From:mir tut es so weh.. mich zu erinnern an diese absolut tolle Zeit.. um dann festzustellen dass heute jeder anders ist, jeder seinen eigenen weg geht und es woh limmer wieder so verlaufen wird.. manchmal hab ich das gefühl egal wie gut es mir momentan geht, damals war die welt ein stück heiler.. ._. und es ist nur vier-fünf jahre her...